Combinations
Wow, I’ve been slacking on classes lately. It’s starting to catch up with me and I’m realizing how badly I need to get back on track. I have 3 papers due next week and one very large certification test that is hanging above my head, waiting to come down on me like a guillotine. I am going to study relentlessly this weekend. I have to. It’s worrying me that there is a high possibility that I will fail this test, but I have two chances to pass it. So, today marks the first of three days that I will be disconnected from reality.
I’m ready for this quarter to be over already. For some reason, it’s felt like the longest quarter I’ve ever had here. I think it’s because before this quarter started, I spent almost a week completely by myself. No school, no job, no friends, nothing. So, it was a weird way to start off the quarter I suppose. Just the other day I was talking about something that happened last quarter, and I could have sworn it was two quarters ago. Unfortunately, these past 10 weeks have really just gone by really slow.
So I guess what I’m feeling right now is a combination of things. I’m stressed and I’m worn out. I’m feeling unoriginal and a little empty. I’m feeling like I need to chiggity-check myself before I wriggity-wreck myself. Wow, I can’t believe I just said that. I’m not depressed, no no no. Please don’t think I am. I’m just kind of wishing I had someone to share this with.